reminiscing

or reflecting, or dreaming. I don't really know what I want to call it anymore. I have been doing this for the past month. Pretty much barricaded myself inside my house. In my comfy clothes. I have to leave today, because we are out of milk, and bread. Pretty much cant live with out those. Anyways, back to my point(s). I've set some new goals for myself. Some of them are rather dreams really. But will see how it goes. I've been remembering things that make me happiest, and trying to keep them in my life. The happy way! Just trying to be happy. I think it is so easy to get down in the real world. I don't really like living in it that much. Okay, I was going on another tangent. But I wanted to share some things that make me happy!

• FRIENDS. Yes the real kind too, but I'm actually talking about the TV show. Nothing makes me laugh absolutely harder. I used to watch the reruns before dinner when I was in high school. Catch up really. I hadn't watched it from the beginning. I of coarse fell in love with it. My Mom used to tell me she loved when I watched it. That she loved when I laughed out loud. Anways, I haven't watched it in a while. I really haven't watched much TV lately. Not even food network (gasp). I know what is going on, right? Well last nights rerun was the one of my top three favorite episodes. It's the one where Monica, Chandler, & Ross are spilling each other secrets. It is so hilarious! I was laughing so hard. Richard had just got back from a run. I think it's so cute when he exercises! Super sexy, okay another tangent. Back to the point, as if I really had one. He was looking at me with the eyes. The one's I could tell meant he was feeling the way my Mom used to. He was happy, because I was happy! Jace came down stairs and insisted on sharing in our fun time. My other top two favorites episodes are. Well actually My very favorite episode is the "Joey, do they know, we know, they know?" And Chandler tells everyone he loves Monica. I have been know to well up when watching this episode. Even if it is for the 57th time. Well I couldn't quit without telling you all of my top three. Lastly, the one where they are watching the old prom video, and Chip finally shows up, and Ross is all sad. Then Rachael kisses him. My favorite line is. "He's her lobster". Okay, what are your favorites? Are mine any of yours?
• Another thing that I have been incorporating back into my life. Is old music. Well it's not really that old. Music from when I was growing up, and a teenager. Today I was listing to an old Deana Carter CD. Floods, and floods of old memories came back to me. I am downloading it onto my ipod as we speak. I need one of those ipod docks so I can listen to my ipod on the stereo. Or the thing so I can listen to it in my car. I don't know what they are called.
• I'm not going to stop dreaming. I want to make the most out of my life. So starting now that's what I'm doing. I'm probably not going to share them here with you. Because well, believe it or not I do actually like to keep some things private. Well, I'm actually a little superstitious on this one too. I think if I tell everyone, they won't come true. Like your birthday wish or something.
• Exercising, I love to exercise. I love running, and yoga the most. I haven't exercised on a regular bases since right before I got pregnant with Tate. I used to go to the gym 5x a week, at least. I miss it so much. I cant afford a gym membership right now. But I have a safe neighborhood to run in, and yoga, and pilates videos. So they will have to do for now.

What things make you guys happiest?